Slang Poem

Pain

The wind

the  pain

where do I begin?

Im missing you

it's not the same without you.

I loved you.

You and me started to bond like father and son.

We were getting closer and closer

but God took that  away from me

now I'm not happy.

I'm not the same

deep down I don't wanna be here anymore

I just wanna be with you.

But I gotta be strong.

so I’m do that for you and  mum.

i know you want me to look after mum for you

so I will do that for you.

They cant feel my pain

I've been through that

they saying I should be strong like you.

When I'm in town I know  you’re around me

I know you’re guiding  me to the right path.

I've  been going through paranoia  

and I see your shadows in my room.

Why can't god numb me

I don't wanna feel pain anymore

I just wanna feel normal

but I can’t do that because my life i