Pain
The wind
the pain
where do I begin?
Im missing you
it's not the same without you.
I loved you.
You and me started to bond like father and son.
We were getting closer and closer
but God took that away from me
now I'm not happy.
I'm not the same
deep down I don't wanna be here anymore
I just wanna be with you.
But I gotta be strong.
so I’m do that for you and mum.
i know you want me to look after mum for you
so I will do that for you.
They cant feel my pain
I've been through that
they saying I should be strong like you.
When I'm in town I know you’re around me
I know you’re guiding me to the right path.
I've been going through paranoia
and I see your shadows in my room.
Why can't god numb me
I don't wanna feel pain anymore
I just wanna feel normal
but I can’t do that because my life i
